He made my mouth like a sharpened sword, in the shadow of his hand he hid me; he made me into a polished arrow, and concealed me in his quiver.
As the year comes to an end, 2017 has been a year of new firsts, a season of waiting, and a total dependence on the Lord.
As the past lingers with unexpected reminders, so does God’s Truth. It hits hard and is a constant reminder of how things work when someone steps out of God’s will and when you remain under his covering.
It’s been a year of experiencing the truth of living in the light and witnessing when someone chooses to live in the dark.
It’s been a year of focus when God is first, and yet a year of distraction when a career grabs a hold of my heart.
It’s been a year that magnifies the areas of my flesh that need to be scrubbed away. At the same time, I’ve seen how he has also slowly transformed me and my heart.
Overall, it’s been a lesson that’s preparing me to pick up the Sword of the Spirit in 2018 and really fight for the kingdom of God.
I’ve been too passive.
I’ve been too complacent.
I’ve been too worried what people will think.
All the while, people are lost.
I haven’t spread the gospel the way I’ve been called to. I’ve kept too much in, because I’m so focused on something that is God’s business. It involves me, but the saving, healing, and mending is not mine.
He has simply called me to obey Him and wait.
I however, have been too busy wasting time trying to understand it. I’ve wasted time letting my flesh fight being obedient.
But not anymore. I choose YOU-God.
As 2018 approaches, let me encourage you to choose Him too.
I’ll be honest, I didn’t realize that choosing Jesus meant dying to self and living by the Spirit and not the flesh.
It is a constant wrestling, but the Spirit is winning more and more. I’ve been stretched beyond what I thought possible. But it is undeniably comforting, peaceful, and exciting.
When I gave my life to Christ, if I would have known before hand the fire and refining I would go through, I would have been too afraid to proceed. But coming out of it polished and sharpened, I can’t imagine living my life without going through it.
2018 will be a year of conquering and gaining ground. It will be a year of harvest and hard work for the kingdom.
Set your eyes and heart on the Lord this year. Let he truly be the king that reigns in your heart.
To God be the Glory